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the lost soul.

- Kevin
- 20 going on to 21
- 6th Sept
- XPS (6AA 2000 *6aa rox ~)
- RI (4D 2004)
- RJC (1S03H, X'havis)
- Stoning
- Bowling
- Kbox - Badminton - Mahjong =X - Sleeping.. zZz
- CS
- Zhong Ruan


companions.

1SO3H
Aaron
Cai jie
Chin Yee
Darren
Eileen
J loh
Janaki
Jason
Jeffrey
Jia Hui
Jin deng
Jon Teo
Kenneth
Keting
Maxine
Mei ting
Mervyn
Richard
Ricky
Sabrina
Sam
Shannon
Tailong
Trevor
Woei Ling
Xueli
Ziming


flashbacks.

February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 June 2009 July 2009


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lost.


Friday, January 27, 2006

Lolz, yes.. S.H.E's tian hui is back.. but somehow, this time it seems to adopt a different meaning...

Cny celebration in sch, co performed 'zhong yuan luo gu', which was.. nt very the well done.. haha, who am i to say anything, me din practise much for tt song oso =X

Decide to watch fearless.. bought the tics at 10+ for the 2.20 show.. -_-" Lolz, n somehow, we managed to rot 4 hrs away....

Fearless is nice... abt the idea of being a hero and the spirit of wu shu n stuff.. its juz tt the violence part is a bit the 'overkill' sia.. they shld juz reduce the bloody stuff and bring it from nc16 to a pg movie..

Went to deng's place to play mah jong.. lolz, richard said wan play money... in the end me lost like $5.30... -_-" piang... nt to mention zm winning $13.40.. somemore say he lacks slp..

Anyway, here's the lyrics for tian hui again..

如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什麼可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什麼叫永远

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

*我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节 (的季节)
我不知道如何度过今夜所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
Oh~ Ho-oh Wu~

如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁 Ho-oh~

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

**

S.H.E - 天灰


.lost.`@ Friday, January 27, 2006


Sunday, January 22, 2006

she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on

so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus:
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine

so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

*chorus

why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

*chorus

heaven knows...

Rick Price - Heaven Knows

Changed blog song =P Nice rite? =)

Went to CO yesterday.. as expected.. can't play at all.. 3rd n 4th fingers cannot press the strings -_-" So end up teaching the J1s, 4 of them.. Lolz, only know the names of the twins.. meng ling n meng fei... then the other 2 me forgot to ask =P HaizZz... this coming wed is the rehearsal for cny performance le.. and the 2pid 'zhong yuan luo gu' me haven really practiced yet.. now can't prac anyway.. Hope its easy... =)


.lost.`@ Sunday, January 22, 2006


Friday, January 20, 2006

today pe.. took ht. n wt... haizZz... me actually the heaviest in class sia.. feel so sad now =(

then went to do pull-ups.. low happily declared we are going to do 4 sets of 8... though me din finish it... my arms are super stiff liao lah.. can't even clench my fists... use chopsticks oso can drop de.. -_-" Lolz, low said tt dun be surprised when u brush yur teeth in the morn, u realise that u dun move yur arm but move yur head up n down instead...

tml co.. erm.. pray hard hard everything will turn out fine... =)


.lost.`@ Friday, January 20, 2006


Monday, January 16, 2006

Was very much awake thru-out the day today... maybe cuz i slept early last nite...

Floorball clinic today... only the guys... n there's a lot of ppl... 4 stations, passing, dribbling, shooting and the game itself. In groups of 8 bring them arnd, we took like 1 hr n 10 mins to finish doing tt even though its abt every 10 - 15 mins we change station... Lolz, me in charge of bringing the people arnd part.. which is basically very slack cuz juz tell them where to go n the station masters will take over le...

The station where the real game is played... kampung style once again.. kk, maybe play area small...

Whole thing finished abt 6.30, which leaves us 1/2 hr =S Me played from 6.45 - 7.00... in this 15 mins.. i kanna to be goalkeep for the last 5.. n juz nice mr. tan have to join in.. n juz nice he is in the other team.. -_-" so as usually, kanna whacked by his ball.. this time on my left hand, gt bld clot le.. power sia his shots.. heng i've leave by 7 for family dinner.. stay longer ah.. think die liao lah..

Nxt week is the try-outs.. wonder how it will turn out..


.lost.`@ Monday, January 16, 2006


Sunday, January 15, 2006

today was suppose to be another day of slacking de.. then afternoon father flip the newspaper n pointed to me this converse warehse sale... me thinking, maybe i shld go complete my new yr shopping.. so went down with both my bros n me dad

Reached there.. though the place like super ulu.. it is super packed.. everybody like sardines.. trying to walk arnd.. super hard, somemore carry tt shopping basket, keep knocking into ppl de sia, pain pain =(

Anyway, shopped arnd, all of us bought sth sia... spent a grand total of $199.60... bought erm.. 4 water bottles, 8 pair of socks, 1 pair of shoe, 1 pair of slippers, 6 t-shirts, 1 polo shirt, 1 jacket... Lolz, maybe abit overkill.. esp. when they price the t-shirt like 19.90 for 1, 25 for 2 then 30 for 3... lolz, at first gt 3 only.. then see another one, take, 4 liao. Then see, eh.. might as well get 2 more =X

Dunno why shop so much sia.. anyway nt all for me oso.. so i think its okay ba =P


.lost.`@ Sunday, January 15, 2006


Saturday, January 14, 2006

Time for weekly update le =X 1 week of sch has passed.. 1 wk of doing hw, keeping awake during lects and tutorials.. sianzZz.. its only until like friday when i have time to slack arnd sia..

Went to watch a teachers vs teachers or teachers vs students floorball match on friday. Lolz, kampung style floorball rox ~ =P Have like a lot of ppl trying to shoot right in front of the goal, in the end everybody standing arnd the goal and the poor ball couldn't get in.. =) Saw a lot of fluke shots like bouncing off the the legs of the goal keep into the goal. But then oso gt a lot of nice shots lah, esp. with hockey tan n rama arnd.. din have much chance to see rama in action sia, went there late.. Think they started at 4+, left there at 7.30 they still playing...

Was told by zm tt bridge club had 104 ppl who signed up... more 60 of them are girls.. din know girls so interested in bridge sia.. and din know papaya bird has such a high gravitational field strength... =P

Went to have dinner. Tt chicken rice stall at s11... say students can have more rice for free.. so me asked for more.. threw me 2 bowls of rice.. Hehez, heng i was super hungry...

After dinner went to the carpark nxt to s11... went all the way to the top floor open air de to look at the moon =S Sit arnd, slacked.. crapped... Oh, then gt this guy came up oso.. At first he din see us, then gt this girl in sch u came up shortly... Lolz, think they are making out or sth.. but then isn't the open air carpark abit too "open"? somemore gt like 2 blocks of hdb so near it lor, very sure ppl can see from their house.. Anyway, b4 anything happened (sigh... =X), the guy saw us, then they siam and went to the staircase.. -_-" Lolz, anyway, by tt time late le, think 9.30 liao, dun wanna ka jiao them so we left..

Today was a day of slacking... played maple.. slept... maybe shld start work soon...

Oh by the way... though a bit the late...

*Happy Birthday Zongjin ~~~~ (11th jan)


.lost.`@ Saturday, January 14, 2006


Sunday, January 08, 2006

Went out to study at the airport yesterday.. lolz, suddenly feel so hardworking, first wk-end of sch only go out to do hw le... me tried doing math tutorial 12c.. irritating, argh. Anyway, thx ah ma for e chocolate crush ~ =P though i'm pretty sure it will make the 7 rnds i ran on fri for pe go into waste... the first ingredient on the list is milk choc.. remember sth abt being first means higher in content.. Lolz, nevertheless, xie xie !~ =)

Went to elaine's house for some "random gathering" =P Lolz, our og suddenly became very small sia, only me, daniel, keng wee and sunnie went. (yes.. all guys..) Anyway, happy birthday elaine ~~ =)

Been raining since yesterday nite.. rain rain rain.. hehez, so changed blog song to suit the erm.. environment? =P Well.. here's "天灰" by S.H.E, enjoy =)


如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什麼可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什麼叫永远

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节 (的季节)
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
Oh~ Ho-oh Wu~

如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁 Ho-oh~

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节 (的季节)
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭 (全都熄灭)

-天灰 S.H.E


.lost.`@ Sunday, January 08, 2006


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

sch started alr.. first day was yesterday.. first lesson civics.. dunno y say need to re-elect class comm., then darren happily declare tt he wishes to retire... then somehow.. i'm now the ct rep
-_-"

Anyway, hmmz, suddenly the hols hw seems managable.. think shld be able to hand in everything by the deadline ba.. its juz 1 gp essay.. 2 compre.. bio tutorial.. bio assignment.. chem tutorial.. by friday =)

Orientation going on these few days, somehow the J1s like quite dead like tt, nt much noise like tt.. watched their batch dance today.. somehow i appreciate our batch dance more after watching theirs =X


.lost.`@ Wednesday, January 04, 2006


Monday, January 02, 2006

Remember when, whenever we needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understand we'd never be alone
Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

Chorus

What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

*Chorus

Who will want say this life
That it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this life
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna stay the rest of my life

*Chorus

What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, remember you
How did I fall in love with you

Now playing : BSB - How Did I Fall In Love With You


.lost.`@ Monday, January 02, 2006


Sunday, January 01, 2006

my first post of the new year..

looking back..

2005 have been a year learning for me..
learned more abt myself..
learn how things can change over a span of time..
learn how to make decisions for myself..
learn how to let go n move on..
learn that things will not always turn out the way i wanted it..
learn that some things are juz beyond yur limits..
learn that some things u juz dun have to take it too seriously..
learn that sometimes u juz shldn't push yur limits..
learn that there is joy in being juz frenz..
learn that sometimes u juz shldn't be so obstinate..
learn more abt ppl arnd me..
learn more abt life..

no doubt i still have much to learn, and perhaps the year of 2006 will prove itself to be yet another year of discovery for me..

"your life is like black and white picture.. you seek to add colours to it.. your frenz are like colour pencils slowing adding the colour.." - xueli

Anyway, on a closing note, i wud like to thank everybody that have added colours to my life, frenz who i've known for long, frenz how have always been there for me, frenz who i've made this yr (esp. my jie ~~ =P). Yupz, no doubt frenzships have been strengthened (2b2k2 rox ~~ 6aa rox ~~) and new frenzships have been formed (x'havis !! 1s03h !! rjco !!), but trust me.. no matter how "new" or "old" the bond is.. i will treasure every single one of them..

Actually, tt quote has another part to it..

".. but wat u seek is the big paint brush to colour it faster.."

I'm thankful for the "colour pencils" in my life le.. as for the big paint brush... see how lar har.. studies more impt.. but then.. i'm still quite the stubborn...

Hmmz, tts abt it le.. sch starting soon, think shld a gd thing ba.. rotting at home (but with hw undone though =X) Sigh.. muz start looking at timetable n see which sub's tutorial come first and do them first le.. n i have absolutely no idea how i'm going to finish the 2 gp essay and 2 gp compre.. nt to mention tt politics presentation i'm suppose to do with zh.. sigh.. gp.. =X

Kk, me hereby wish all a happy happy new year !!! To all my peers, jia you for A's !!!! =)


.lost.`@ Sunday, January 01, 2006